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The group meeting went well. There were 2 of us who focus'd on the death rather than the living of the person. I will focus on her life when I can get the images of her death out of my mind. I still see her laying on the ground when it was my turn to take care of her, she fell off she bed on my watch. I remember thinking I over dosed her, being her primary care taker when it came to medication, it's natural to think that and it's harder for the care takers to deal with the death because you want to keep on taking care of the sick one, even if they are uncomfrotable, it's not easy letting go.